Dear Negative ego re: [indecision]

While booking for my air ticket for my upcoming trip to HK, you tried to put me in two minds. Because the prices of air tickets have gone up considerably on my preferred dates of travel, you say it is ok to not to make a decision yet, while in the background trying to introduce all kinds of negative thoughts about the travel arrangements.

I observe that you were trying to introduce fuzziness in my mind and to also engage my emotional body in a negative sense. Logically speaking with such a short time span left, there is no chance the prices are coming down, for they will be going up. So I took a deep breath, spent 2 mins to clear my mind and made a decision. I learned from Dr Stone that making a 'bad' decision is better than not making a decision at all and I am glad I didn't flow your train of fuzzy thoughts.

I am happy that all the arrangements have been made, and I am also taking a day off while in HK since I didn't get the preferred date to come home. So I will make use of my day off with some sightseeing and a little half day retreat by myself. Thanks but no thanks to you negative ego.

Dear Negative ego re: [illusion]

I had an email discussion with a friend and student and we talked about how convoluted your work can be. We see through your illusion. When you surface within a person's mind, you thrive in allowing the person to firstly over identify with your thoughts and then you instigate a fight between one of your thoughtforms with another one of your thoughtforms! So it is in truth, you fighting with another aspect of you, just so you can stay alive in a person's consciousness.

My friend and I saw through this and we thought how funny this is!

Negative ego, we just want you to know that we will laugh you off the stage if this is the last thing we do!

Dear Negative ego re: [little irritants]

You've been trying pull me off centre the past few mornings. I am happy to say by today, your voice has almost diminished with regards to the situation with my dog. I am not going to give you power in this, so you might as well stay away.

My 13 year old beagle, Trix who is deaf and almost blind has picked up this habit of barking now every morning at 5am. Beagles with sharp noses can smell anything a mile away. So Trix knows when I am awake even though she is confined at the back kitchen for her own safety (but she can smell me!) and she is insistent that taking her for her walk should be the first thing I do now instead of waiting for 6 or 6.30am, which means my morning routine is also now thrown off. So she barks to get my attention and she knows that I will go to her because I don't want to wake the entire neighourhood up with her incessant baying. Her barking tends to echo through the whole condo estate!

Anyway, negative ego, your efforts to introduce irritation and anxiety towards the dog is not working. I spotted it on the first day they surfaced. But I chose not to energise them, but made the conscious effort instead to remain even and calm. Changing my morning routine is no big deal, it is working out fine with me and Trix. So negative ego, stay away!

Dear Negative ego re: [vigilance]

I knew how you would come in when I am in a half asleep mode so I was really glad I reminded myself to watch out for you.

Last night after being woken up by a loud and incessant vibration from the apartment downstairs, I couldn't go back to sleep as the sound and vibration were going through the floor, the bed and my pillow. I could not figure out what it was, but it sounded like a big machine that was going. I told myself that you would surface to try to pull me off centre, and lo and behold! you did. You introduced judgmental thoughts about the neighbour downstairs. But I refused to listen. I simply went to another room to continue my sleep.

Negative ego, I have had experience of you slipping in easily when I was in half sleep mode, but not this time! Be gone!

Dear Negative ego re: [judgments]

You said all kinds of things while I was standing at the podium waiting for people to turn up for the talk. You said they were rude, disrespectful and lack common courtesy, and you said these not in observation but with a certain level of spitefulness. I let your words slip by, making sure I was not energising them just focusing on my breathing and connecting with the Divine and why I was there in the first place.

I was invited to give a lunch time talk at a big local corporation and it was due to begin at noon. When noon came along, only 3 turned up. I asked how many were going to be present, they said 30. By 12.10, I told the organizer that I would start in 2 minutes. She said, it is best to wait till 1/2 the numbers have turned up, so I asked firmly and calmly, what time will that be? She was uncomfortable that I was making a firm stand and so she said, can we wait till 12.15? I agreed. The talk was uneventful as most of the participants were not engaging and many seemed to there only for the food! But credit must be given to the handful who were upbeat throughout. I did my part and left.

After the talk, you wanted me to compare my time with other big corporations and how much more polite, organized and graceful they were. But I told you to stop! Negative ego I can see how you would try to sway me in your direction, but I will remain firm and do my part to connect with God in all of life's situations. Be gone!

Dear Negative ego...

I see the traps you set up for many on the spiritual path. Having people believe that they are on the path of mastery when they have spiritual knowledge and having people believe that they are on the way to mastery just because they have certain knowledge and information. I have fallen into your trap in the past. And I will not allow you to trap me again.

I know that what I know in my mind and my patterns of behaviour must be in alignment with God consciousness. To paraphrase Dr Stone, if what we know and what we do are not in alignment, this will result in separative consciousness. And indeed these are words of wisdom, and are so true.

So I am determined to do what I have to do to keep on transforming my thoughts (conscious and subconscious ones), my feelings/emotions, my speech, my actions to be in total alignment with what I know through my spiritual studies. It is certainly not enough to know, I must act, breathe and be the God consciousness on every level of my being.

Negative ego, I know you are not going to just let me go so easily. But I want you to know that I am aware of your illusionary nature and I will keep on working on clearing these illusions for as long as I am in existence in God's universe so that my reality will be in alignment with the reality of God. And that's a promise!

Dear Negative ego re: [care of the physical body]

It is always the same pattern you try to instill in my consciousness whenever I return home away from a weekend of workshops. You try to instill thoughts that I should get on with work the moment I return as there is a backlog of work to catch up on. But I know better, it is important for me to keep the physical body balanced with proper rest. I am not playing into your game of guilt, I focus on what I need to do to remain balance.

The interesting thing is, when I am balanced physically, I find that I do in fact have the time to finish what I plan to do at a much quicker pace! So negative ego, you are not winning at this!

Dear Negative ego re: [illusion]

You were out in full force the first day I arrived here in this service apartment in KL. The energies in this place was really murky and suffocating and I knew that there were some major clearing of the space needed. I switched apartments two times already, and this current apartment seems to be the best of the lot. You tried to instill all kinds of thoughts that are not in alignment with God while I did the clearing of the space. I had a difficult first night working through this murky space and with the support of God, spirit and the masters we managed it. But you kept trying to come in with your own agenda. Thank God for the core fear matrix removal program, I kept you at bay and did what I had to do to make the space as clear as possible.

I am glad now that all is well and I can continue to work and stay in this place for another night. Negative ego, I see that what I experienced was just a test, I am blessed for it makes me an even effective healer and has improved my skills in energy clearing! Bye negative ego!

Dear Negative Ego re: [focus]

I have to give you credit for trying, you are quite persistent in your pursuits. I guess you are just doing your job to stay alive. But I work for God so I will not consciously help you to stay afloat by feeding you in big or small ways.

I almost got caught in your game yesterday when you used your Lower Seducer to try to distract me from doing what I was supposed to do, telling me that what you had in mind was more important. Thank God I saw through your game after a minute or so, and decided to call on Lower Seducer's twin, the Higher Seducer to talk me out and through the process

I may falter at times negative ego, but I won't be seduced by you.

Dear Negative Ego re: [parenting]

My young daughter has been asking me lots of questions about God, heaven and death. Questions such as where was she before she was born? Did we know each other as little girls when we were in heaven with God? How does God look like? If God made everything, then why are houses built by people?

You negative ego tried to look for easy ways out of this by recommending answers that are delusional and untrue. You will try to look for ways to escape these questions. You do not want her to know the truth, neither do you want her to be educated in the right way.

I make my stand clear with you that I will not allow you to interfere in her spiritual education. I will be creative in my age relevant replies to allow her to understand within her scope. I will not allow you to instill impatience even if her questions come at an 'inconvenient' time. You try so hard at times, but please negative ego you are not winning at this, just be gone!

Dear Negative ego re: [wronged]

I was trying to be helpful to a friend instead I was accused of being impatient! Boy, did you come in and try to get me going on this. But I said, STOP! None of this nonsense. I am not going to listen to you and your agendas, I've done my part to be helpful and whatever my friend's perceptions are of me is none of my business. I've also looked at my own motives to see if I came from a right place.

Negative ego, I really don't need your help in this, so be gone!