Dear Negative Ego re: more busy-ness

And so the busy-ness has not stopped, in fact things have increased in tempo in the last 10 days. Because of the untimely move of the office together with the pre-planned (more than 6 months ago) vacation which we are about to take tomorrow, it is now a tsunami of things to do! LOL! And boy, do I see you sneaking in with every opportunity to introduce thoughts and feelings of stress. I am putting out the fires now, but since today is the day where everything it coming together before I go, I know you will be there trying to steer me away from course.

In adjusting budgets for the move and renovation of the new office, I know you will try to sneak in thoughts of lack and say we don't have enough even when we do. So don't even try.

In managing contractors while I am away on vacation, I know you will try to sneak in to say they will do things wrongly if I am not here to supervise them. Well, I am going to have a last meeting with the contractor today and have an easy plan to work with them and I trust the contractor, so negative ego your attempts will be futile.

In managing people who want their sessions yesterday, I just have to explain the situation and hope they will understand. Negative ego, I know you will try to pull me off centre with this one. But I am staying rooted here, I am not going to go buy into your game. I always do my best ad even if situations are beyond my control, I am leaving it in the hands of God.

Negative ego, I know you've been trying to stop me from going on this vacation by saying that when I come back there's going to be more work, so is it worth going? You also say I should bring my laptop to try to sneak in some work because my email inbox is going to be overloaded by the time I get back. But I am not going to give in to you. If it is overloaded, so be it. I will just deal with one thing at a time and prioritise my time, things that are not urgent can always wait because I am going on my vacation whether you like it or not! :)

Dear Negative ego re: [illusion]

I had an email discussion with a friend and student and we talked about how convoluted your work can be. We see through your illusion. When you surface within a person's mind, you thrive in allowing the person to firstly over identify with your thoughts and then you instigate a fight between one of your thoughtforms with another one of your thoughtforms! So it is in truth, you fighting with another aspect of you, just so you can stay alive in a person's consciousness.

My friend and I saw through this and we thought how funny this is!

Negative ego, we just want you to know that we will laugh you off the stage if this is the last thing we do!

Dear Negative ego re: [illusion]

You are just an illusion attempting to make yourself real. I have to say you are pretty persistent in all your efforts and you have managed to convince most of humanity that you are real. Which makes life on earth a joke. I am not saying this in a sarcastic way, I mean it as it is. Because when people start to realise that you are not real, they will begin to see that indeed it has been a big joke.

I often see the humour in all that you try to dish out in my life which makes me laugh. I see through your game, and I am not going to give in to you and your agendas without a fight. I saw how you tried to pass judgment on a friend yesterday, but I didn't give in, I just let it pass without giving it any energy. I saw how you tried to instill the glamour of being busy in my life. I rather focus on doing the work in service to God, then thinking about the work and indulging in this glamour and not getting anything done.

Your attempts are illusionary, but I will keep up my work to dispel your attempts because my true identity is in God.