Dear Negative ego re: [care of the physical body]

It is always the same pattern you try to instill in my consciousness whenever I return home away from a weekend of workshops. You try to instill thoughts that I should get on with work the moment I return as there is a backlog of work to catch up on. But I know better, it is important for me to keep the physical body balanced with proper rest. I am not playing into your game of guilt, I focus on what I need to do to remain balance.

The interesting thing is, when I am balanced physically, I find that I do in fact have the time to finish what I plan to do at a much quicker pace! So negative ego, you are not winning at this!

Dear Negative ego re: [illusion]

You were out in full force the first day I arrived here in this service apartment in KL. The energies in this place was really murky and suffocating and I knew that there were some major clearing of the space needed. I switched apartments two times already, and this current apartment seems to be the best of the lot. You tried to instill all kinds of thoughts that are not in alignment with God while I did the clearing of the space. I had a difficult first night working through this murky space and with the support of God, spirit and the masters we managed it. But you kept trying to come in with your own agenda. Thank God for the core fear matrix removal program, I kept you at bay and did what I had to do to make the space as clear as possible.

I am glad now that all is well and I can continue to work and stay in this place for another night. Negative ego, I see that what I experienced was just a test, I am blessed for it makes me an even effective healer and has improved my skills in energy clearing! Bye negative ego!

Dear Negative Ego re: [focus]

I have to give you credit for trying, you are quite persistent in your pursuits. I guess you are just doing your job to stay alive. But I work for God so I will not consciously help you to stay afloat by feeding you in big or small ways.

I almost got caught in your game yesterday when you used your Lower Seducer to try to distract me from doing what I was supposed to do, telling me that what you had in mind was more important. Thank God I saw through your game after a minute or so, and decided to call on Lower Seducer's twin, the Higher Seducer to talk me out and through the process

I may falter at times negative ego, but I won't be seduced by you.

Dear Negative Ego re: [parenting]

My young daughter has been asking me lots of questions about God, heaven and death. Questions such as where was she before she was born? Did we know each other as little girls when we were in heaven with God? How does God look like? If God made everything, then why are houses built by people?

You negative ego tried to look for easy ways out of this by recommending answers that are delusional and untrue. You will try to look for ways to escape these questions. You do not want her to know the truth, neither do you want her to be educated in the right way.

I make my stand clear with you that I will not allow you to interfere in her spiritual education. I will be creative in my age relevant replies to allow her to understand within her scope. I will not allow you to instill impatience even if her questions come at an 'inconvenient' time. You try so hard at times, but please negative ego you are not winning at this, just be gone!

Dear Negative ego re: [wronged]

I was trying to be helpful to a friend instead I was accused of being impatient! Boy, did you come in and try to get me going on this. But I said, STOP! None of this nonsense. I am not going to listen to you and your agendas, I've done my part to be helpful and whatever my friend's perceptions are of me is none of my business. I've also looked at my own motives to see if I came from a right place.

Negative ego, I really don't need your help in this, so be gone!

Dear Negative ego re: [illusion]

I was contemplating upon the actions of a friend. I observe that he often pretends to be something he is not. I see how you the negative ego works within him, to give him a false sense of confidence, a false sense of security and a false sense of reality.

You tried to make me CRINGE when he said somethings he should not have said in front of people he didn't know that well, in an attempt to show that he is knowledgeable. Unfortunately, it only shows how ignorant he really was, like a frog in a well. You almost succeeded in making me feel embarrassed for him. But I took a step back and reminded myself that this is not my lesson. And that I am not responsible for his actions so I am not going to give you, negative ego the pleasure of putting me in a position of being embarrassed. Because embarrassment is one of yours, and is not of God.

Be gone negative ego! I won't buy into your illusion.

Dear Negative ego re: [health]

Yesterday, while having breakfast at the hotel in Hong Kong someone eating heartily away caught my eye. He was an overweight gentleman eating a plate of full chocolate doughnuts and bacon. You jumped in immediately and said in a judgmental way, it won't be long before he has a heart attack! 

I let your comment slide off and chose not to energize it further. But my mind was also pre-occupied with thinking, what will I say to my daughter if she saw that man eating what he ate, when I just told her that we don't eat these things because it is unhealthy. I remained centred and prepared a reply in my mind on what to say to her (in a non-judgmental way towards anyone) should she ask.

Negative ego, I am not going to allow you to put me in a position of dilemma and I will speak the truth, in a non-judgmental way especially in educating my young child. Bye negative ego, be gone.

Dear Negative ego re: [vigilance]

I facilitated a mini workshop last night to a group of about 55 women. The topic was on Romantic Relationship & Communication. It was by and large a good mini workshop.

At the end the workshop, the women were given survey forms to fill in to assist us to improve on our services and also for market research. After the whole workshop was over, we looked through the forms to see the kinds of feedback we were getting.

One of the forms stood out from the rest. The question asked was, how relevant was the topic of the workshop to the participant. The answer was, not relevant and poor relevance.

You negative ego zeroed on on that immediately tried to jump in and I could hear your voice saying, "Then why did she come to the workshop? The title was self explanatory! It was for women only! And it was on relationship and communication! What was she thinking?"

I observed what you said, but let it slide off and didn't energise it further. I was having a good day and a good end to the day and I was not about to let you ruin it for me. You can say whatever you want about the feedback from that person, but I am not taking what has been said personally. It is none of my business why the person came. I was there, I delivered well and I know many gained a lot from it.

Negative ego be gone!

Dear Negative Ego re: [judgment]

Yesterday, you tried to jump in as I was listening to a friend complaining about some things and some people in her life. As I was listening to her, I discerned that everything she was complaining about other people are the exact same things that she does to other people as well. Immediately, you jumped in and said, she deserves what she gets! 

I pushed you out of my mind and then you tried to jump in again, with the thought: you are not discerning, you are judging.

I see your game negative ego, you try to introduce thoughts of confusion. But I know better than that, I know that when I discern, I am observing and understanding. Judgments are not of God and I have no desire to give it the power and attention it doesn't deserve. Be gone, negative ego!

Dear Negative Ego re: [parenting]

I saw how you tried to get to my daughter yesterday...she was cranky for the first part of the day. Blaming everything and everyone for everything. So I said to her teasingly while smiling, "Oh you're such a victim, poor little you. Why did you then give your power away?"

Then she said innocently, "No, the power didn't flow out of my hands" So I said, "Good, keep it."

Later she was given a one minute time out for bad behaviour. You, negative ego didn't like it one bit. I saw how you tried to put her in a state of confusion and conflict. And I insisted that she apologised to everyone. And she willingly obliged, "Ok mummy" and was happier afterwards.

It is always good to get you out of the way, negative ego! I know my daughter has not fully grasp the concept of personal power but she is slowly understanding that she has a choice in creating how she feels. So negative ego, I won't let you stay long in our household, be gone!